Today is an experiment of sorts. So far I have not been able to be left alone with Sean due to ability. There are simply things I can not do for Sean by myself. However, if I manage my pain, with pills, I am able to have more patience for Sean since I’m not concentrating so much on self pain-control.
Today I started early with pain management. Anonymous loaded the diaper bag for me so everything I need to take care of Sean is in reach on the floor. Sean and I have been on the floor all morning with his toys. Currently he is napping on his mat and Anonymous is at work. He’s just a phone call away should I need him. Hopefully this experiment will yield good results and potentially lead to longer ones. I’ll post later with the results.